consciousness.

c o n s c i o u s n e s s to ponder on what this entails: thought on what words this brings in meaning, connotes through definition - is to actively be conscious the state of being awake and aware of one’s surroundings be aware of what it is to think on what this means, open those two beady looking gaps in front of your face interrupting your forehead from a nice chat and cup of tea with your nose and cheeks, and be awake in a state of your surroundings, aware the awareness or perception of something by a person maybe instead, close your eyes and just feel the soft wisps of air cut through blades of the ceiling fan, the thud clamp clash bing of the other single living in a single lifestyle duplex cooking dinner for one    that smells good enough to invite someone else to eat    wonder wonder why they are alone, yet no not really, thin walls and vents, transparent are the only things separating all us ones the fact of awareness by the mind of itself and the world engage in it ponder on your place sitting in an old chair handed to you by a friend for taking care of her that one night she got so fucked up she starting talking to god, then place perspective as to why that little chair matters and how the wood was once a soul, not like the souls we defined with white robes and crowns of piety with this awesome guy in a beard leading us, no not that type. but rather a piece of the whole, just as we all are     what does that mean? how do we live day by day completely dependent on a strangers face?

here’s news to you:    we are all. 

subjectively experience how aware you can be in your ability to experience feelings, awake in your sense of selfhood and executively stream your consciousness to guide the systems of your mind.

I wrote this a while ago. The bolded words are different definitions i found of the word consciousness, integrated into what i was venting about i assume. i dont know what this is...some sort of prose, but i'm not sure what.